Maddening

I have so many things that are bursting out of my lungs! I cant take it and i simply dont understand why people are doing these...

Qn1. why did people do something that will impose inconvenience to you, when they have an option of not doing it? they can, trust me, but they dont want to let you have an easy time. to me, that's called selfish. to them, it's called 'too bad you are suay'.

Qn2. why are some people not doing their best to help you, when it's within their capabilities to do so?
they dont have the obligation to help you. you need their help, not the other way round. on what basis should they help?

Qn3. why talking to some people makes my blood boil?
coz they are incompetent, when they aint suppose to.

Qn4. why do words being spoken out weigh lesser than impressions held?
coz of '1st impression', nothing matters after that.

Qn5. why sometimes, people cant give you the support that you need?
coz they are not you, so who the hell knows why you want this or that? shoe size is not free size. it doesnt fit all, you know it. so expect disappointment.

Qn6. why cant we forgive and forget?
coz we are just human beings, not angels nor saints.

still, i believe the remedy that time can bring about. i know that in future (who knows how long?), i'll look back at this entry and laugh. but for now, i'm mad mad mad and upset about human beings, just for a short moment.

1 Apr 06
Tulip Trip

So its April's fool day? try harder yuliang... you really made me laugh... play harder ah haha

FIUTS organised a tulip trip but both the timing and weather were disappointing. it kept drizzling, and to top it off, i'm only wearing a thin layer of jacket. both sheila and i were freezing as we thought that spring is arriving but alas, its still as cold as ever. this trip was scheduled too early and many tulips havent even bloom yet. plus, my cam batt died on me.

its just a small tulip farm so there's nothing much to view. ended up going to factory outlet but the driver got lost halfway... so with only one hour in the outlet, how to shop?!



pink tulips


the place where everyone will take photos at


bed of tulips

31 Mar 06
Slacking

Slacking around at home... prepared dinner.

30 Mar 06
Doing This and That

Although there isnt any classes today, i'm still doing a lot of 'this and that'.

In order to get around, I finally went to collect my Spring quarter U Pass sticker. Luckily the building was easy to locate, however what left me dissatisfied was the way the admin stuff pasted the sticker! it was totally off the designated area, and the 'leftover sticking out piece' was folded to the front -_-" so the nicely pasted Winter quarter U Pass sticker by me was totally ruined by her act. there goes my souvenir... okok i'm a perfectionist, i admit.

Retrieve my consumer behavior coursepack, aint really thick but the notes are really messy.

To gear up for a quarter of exercising (we shall see), it's time to renew the IMA locker.

Met up with my HR groupies to work on the first skill builder assignment at balmer commons. the assignment has several typo errors and we were totally clueless in finding the statistics. so, the familiar ones started chatting...

29 Mar 06
Routine

Attended 3 classes today and surprisingly, my consumer behavior prof actually remembers my name! i mean, it's a chinese name and it sure aint an easy feat for caucasians to remember. this proves that if you really have the heart to remember something or somebody, you can do it. so he got my name right and i receive an add code from him. i'm officially declared as his student!