I am almost speechless....

When others don't care, why should I?
I don't understand this, but hey, why should I even try to understand?
Do I need to do that? No, I can simply just walk away and choose to ignore.
But we need to look at the bigger picture, why are we doing this?
Or rather, for who are we doing this?
It is not for you, neither is it for me. It is for everyone.

Being silent doesn't mean I'm alright. It just means that I don't wish to make matter worse hence I'm taking a step back.

Well, all sorts of people out there. As long as I know I have tried my best to make things right, the rest ain't really in my control.

Not quite comfy...

One of the best ways to overcome your weakness is to face it, be in it, stay with it and be-friend with it.
Being uncomfortable is a growing process, otherwise life is too boring if it stays the same.
There isn't a moment when you will be ready for it, for what will come will come.
Just face it with courage and be natural about it.
Breatheeee and gooooo!

Symptoms of 24/7 (Overwork) Speaking from self experience: - When you start to click 'ctrl + alt + del' to lock your personal computer - When your friend said we need to harmonize during duet singing in ktv, your mind immediately thought of yes, we need to harmonize HR policies - When you dream about work - When you start to miss homework deadlines - When you start to prioritise your weekend schedule to make room for work How???????????????????????? Breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

书本

看到烹饪书有介绍许多营养丰富的捕汤，觉得如果能自己动手（或妈妈）下厨应该会很棒吧！
所以就决定把我第一次买这类型的书本交给了它哈哈。有点像家庭主妇的感觉吧？嘿嘿，想太多了！
被问到为什么我每次都说这类型的书都能到读书馆借，这次却例外呢？我突然不知怎么回答呀。
就说省着麻烦。心想或许我对烹饪的兴趣又突然像风一般的回来。好期待喔。

在逛书局的当儿，有而外的收获。
对另一本书爱不释手。
不是另一本烹饪书啦，你以为我真的是一个全职的家庭主妇吗？哈哈。
虽然不能翻开内容，但当凭封面和背面就知道非买不可！很少对书本有这么强烈的感觉。

。。。人生是一场不断抉择的游戏，什么样的选择，决定什么样的人生。。。
Life is a cross road full of turning points. Decision made brings us to another point.
Some says it doesnt matter where it will bring us, for it is the process, the journey that matters.
Looking at where I am now, I think back of the paths which I have taken.
Then, we need to think forward. What's next?

。。。是说你要有放得下的勇气，然而并不是所有的人都能做到，很多人依然活在过去当中。。。
The past, the present, the future.
Where do you want to live in?
There is a choice, because it is your life.
You are the director, the script writer, the cast.

现在头痛的是，全都是以繁体字写的，会读得比较吃力些。
我的第一本繁体中文书本！加油哈哈！慢慢享受中文的美。。。 个人觉得有些词用中文来述说，感觉比较丰富些。

Drained

Not sure where to start, but emotions are piling up like nobody's business.
Didnt expect that to come, but standing at the greater side of view I know why that decision was made.
It wasnt easy for anyone, but I wasnt expecting myself to react in this way, for I thought the past one year or so has made me - detached.
This made me realise that deep down, I'm still the same.
And it dawned on to me that this maybe what some had experienced or were struggling with.
When it's too overbearing, one may choose to leave and start afresh.
The most difficult thing is not to hang on dearly, but have the courage to choose to let go - and really letting it go.
Time isnt the factor, it is the moment that counts.
The TLC that fillls up the whole area will never be the same again.
Talk about decision analysis, problem analysis whatever.
Some things just cant be processed through in this manner.
Listen to your heart, think with your brain and follow through.

All of us have a common destination. But the way we embark on this journey may be different. Conflicts, clashes etc, that aside, focus on the similarities and leverage on it. Turn our differences to synergies and ride on it. Help ourselves, help others, and help everyone.

Everywhere

Pondering whether I'm in my comfort zone,
but there came another pool of waves that I've to ride on.
I haven't really found the answer to it but I guess it doesn't matter now,
for what's really important is the present.

This is the primary reason of being here,
but yet aint really confident to put chaos in place.
I think back, of the things that I've learnt, of the place that I've grown up in, of the mentors that have made a positive difference to my life.
I hope I haven't forgotten all these.
As others have made a positive difference to my life, I hope I have somehow made others felt the same way too.

Another new perspective of work that's not just about work itself nor the people, but it's also about the grounds covered coupled with heavy weights on the shoulders. Not a bad deal to be able to lose weight while on the move - I just hope I wont grow shorter haha.

I just want to say:

"It's tough everywhere, but we have to start somewhere."

Have you found the somewhere to start?

It's right here, waiting for you.