11 Feb 06

You know its affecting your emotions, yet you cant help but keep pressing the 'repeat' button. it creeps into your mind, slowly, invading walls and walls, trying to get right down to the core where you feel the most naked. you know it, yet you are allowing it to happen. its the process of finding yourself and waiting to be found... so there isnt a need for avoidance, coz afterall you are the one who is deceiving yourself all along.