4 Feb 06

Its 12.23am seattle time. the at first silent night was intruded by the unexpected loud rain drops. glad that i had a shelter over my head. nevertheless, it was enough to stir up feelings within me. the emotional side of me creeps out at night again, especially when the night seems so long, dark and lonely. somehow it seems to depict how i feel, or at least for the moment. the walls are down, the defence level is the lowest, i need someone to save me, to save me from falling into the arms of darkness, to save me from drowning into the sea of rain drops...

ah... it must be the work of mother nature, or is it just me?

it will be a fabulous day again, or so i hope. no hope isnt enough. it will be. and guess what? i am listening to WeWe, Happy Day. is it because i am really hoping that it will be a happy day by listening to this? or i am just plain bored to listen to songs that i dreaded. i dont know. i cant control my emotions and hand again. now i am really thinking what my brain is doing. wake up your idea!

end of song. i really dislike this song.